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shitty life hardcore

by jealous

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Wow, this album evokes an awesome and slightly forgotten feeling when you need to drop everything and start dancing like a monkey under caffeine. My respect. 10/10 Favorite track: nothing of nobody (feat. PAKISSTAN).
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chumolotov Best hardcore Russian release in 2020. 10 years of waiting worth it.
Buy or die. Favorite track: hypocrite’s oath.
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1.
wet duke 03:44
Always thinking too much, looking back on your life - egocentric bitch. What’s wrong with your face? Have I said something wrong? Oh, it’s just my taste… I’ve never seen before anyone try so hard, haven’t you got enough or something else to do? Can’t take my eyes of you, covered in sweat and tears, I would love to hear how you explain yourself. Someday you will ask me to dance with you, someday you will notice people around you. Can’t believe you just sat in the pile of your own shit, Watch yourself, one more step and I will shoot you right between your eyes. Can’t be true that your face stand a chance to be kissed in lips, adding you to the list “Do Not Trust” of my Facebook friends. Can’t believe that your face stand a chance to be kissed in lips, I won’t do such a thing ever in my life I swear to your god …egocentric bitch. Can’t take my eyes of you, covered in sweat and tears, I would love to see how you would save your ass and get the fuck away from my face.
2.
rusk 03:28
I owe you good-old "thank you" for letting me down again Got caught up in lies with you again Fool me once - Shame on you Fool me twice - Shame on me I've got here all your habits, I took me long enough To get it into order, to put it piece by piece It's time to squeeze some answers, like python squeezes mice Don't look at me with big blue eyes, you knew it was the price  Call the cops! Call Vladimir Putin Call the cops! Call UN! This man has lost his shit! You have a way with words Right through the spinal cord Fuck my life I did not expect To start miniature war There’s still time to explain myself Or walk out of this door Let me say this in my defense You have treated me poor I’m so tired, I let go your hand This has happened before I've got here all your letters and your little notes Now bring me matches and bring me my phone I'll call your parents you call for my friends I want everyone to see you blush and burn.
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The silence is creeping in my home, She’s smoking cigarettes all night long ...And it’s all because of you It’s all your fault Sure, we can have an intervention and wallow in self pity over and over again Until we turn into smiling cartoons, with big pink fucking glasses on The question is - who actually gives a fuck?! You so fucking lucky to get out Empty handed, independent and separated You can’t trust a snake, who eats it’s own eggs Neither can we trust your lies This kingdom have lost their king, these people have lost their dream So how long it will to take for them to trust another man, to build another bridge To find courage to talk about hat happened But don’t you worry, we will survive just fine And then you’ll be watching this feast of life From the other side of family river. Now I’m a fucking king and will set the rules My first order of business - see your face no more How could you stand there and stir your spaghetti, While we were starving right next to you No matter how much time will pass - I will still remember my father’s eyes.
4.
zugzwang 04:15
Trapped behind those bars and I'm struggling for every word Stuck between your legs and every move is giving us pain Call the doctor! And bring the knife, We've got to separate ourselves right now! You always think too much And give things no meaning I always give too much And expect you feel it So what I’m going to do is lock you with your ego. So now all rats decide, to start a feast (the joyful feast) You, don't be shy, I know you want to join the fun. And when they'll worship you Send for me I will picture it And spread the word How could you decide without me That you free to go and live your life Without me
5.
hookerface 03:39
So I've placed my bet on a table, now watch me dancing away And now let's call the reporters, so you'd keep crying all day Such fucking brat! So stupid twat! Such little brain! So big on screen! I can see you through! Confident and calm I'll put you out one by one Tearing up your faith, like Schumacher winning the race Watching how your face, will be melting down with a grace Is the biggest treat out of all time, and tell your wife I said hi You won't shut up so I had to chop off your hands Now try to pull that trick you did with your pants So now you can call me a liar since I've been fooling around But who will listen to moron who's tongue is faster than sound And now you trying to be smart but you can't spell your name You would even try to bite me if you weren't so lame Flipping tables, pointing fingers, slowly shifting the blame You should better walk away while you don't need a cane.
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Tormenting thoughts that keep you up all night, is nothing more than just her making up her mind. Common sense is just so rare to be found these days among the pigs. Keep your eyes and ears closed, Hold your breath and count to ten. I’ll show you the exit You can’t be a pet unless someone loves you, You can’t be a pet unless someone throws you out. Я держу её за горло - этой ночью не усну Эта мысль паразит, она дрянь, левый звук Всё время думаю, курю, испытываю стресс Разделить её на части и в багажник позже в лес Это решение проблемы очевидно для меня Я не меняю адреса, тупо прячу от неё глаза Раньше думал я холодный, как айсберг в океане Я нырял в эту Аню, как утопленник в ванну Не могу в это поверить никого я не виню Я растаял рафинад, моё «я» равно нулю Я рулю по-любому, я не пассажир Я всё это сделаю, я по-другому вижу мир Помню этот день, когда всё только начиналось Было просто интересно кто быстрее проявит слабость Это было так давно, все вокруг другими были Мы не думали вообще, просто по течению плыли Я теперь я за рулём, на часах почти 4 Я везу тебя туда, где тебе бы рады были Боковые зеркала отображают моё прошлое Я её убил, сигареты кончились - скурил Назад дороги нет, уяснить раз и навсегда Я так больше не играю - эти игры хуета Остался отпечаток, так и я не первый день живу Буду аккуратнее, я живой, я переживу Я держу её за горло - этой ночью не усну Эта мысль паразит, она дрянь, левый звук Всё время думаю, курю, испытываю стресс Разделить её на части и в багажник позже в лес What you expect is not where she’s going. Life in denial was better than knowing. Show me the strength, show me the passion But no need to brag, there’s no satisfaction. Collecting thoughts that keep you up all night is tougher now than ever. Let’s start from scratch, let’s learn the basics now, like climbing up a ladder It never ends, it’ll never leave your life - it’s staying here forever. Forgetting her to get you sleeping tight - better late than never.
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Those voices I hear, they come from my head, ladies who never figured out which path their husbands took. Over and over again I keep hearing them beg, to let go their hand/to take me with them. I guess no one can help me now. Just put me on the wall, inside that freaky frame, so one day someone will pay a fortune for me. There’s no such letters in your book that would describe my swollen soul, I only hope that I can leave some sort of legacy behind... Let’s start this auction, for fuck sakes, while there is still time and people in the room, Make a golden frame, paint me on a horse battling with windmills on beautiful landscapes. Count my last few minutes as someone’s at the door, waiting for my heartbeat to bid me farewell. Then put me in the box, inside that safe of yours, so you can savour those last blood drops. There’s no such colours in the world that would describe my bitter end, I only hope that I can leave some sort of legacy behind by giving you my last two cents and asking you to cherish them, like kids I never had from you, like love you never had for me.
8.
Here comes another ugly morning and I’m already tired from this day Scraping myself off dusty walls, still won’t give up this tormenting plant, Casting a shadow of somebody else, dragging my head through crowded space Every day and every night Did you know that annually zero people die from marijuana overdose? Contemplate and get a life We both know you can’t just hide behind the lie Too much pressure on your neck, around the tie Slowly degrading into the soil, where it all grows roots Gently holding my hand while I’m drowning in a plate of soup Having self control doesn’t promise you won’t slip in You are always with me, my darling, you won’t leave me. Scraping myself off dusty walls, still won’t give up this tormenting plant, Casting a shadow of somebody else, dragging my head through crowded space Every day and every night dragging my head through crowded space Every day and every night I’m scraping my shadow off dusty walls.
9.
insidious G 04:42
I will run away and hide in deepest seas to get some time alone with my thoughts. It's too late to call me 'babe' and hold my hand, It's too bad you look so good in distress. Someone should check her pulse; Someone should lift that curse; Someone should save her soul; Someone should take control; We will run away and hide in distant lands, We will find a tribe and live like kings. It's too bad you look so good in this dress, I could rip it apart in front of all these kids. Oh, stop, don't talk about kids, Show me your nature, no one forbids. Just stop and let me squeeze your salty tears, We fall for same old tricks throughout years. Oh, jeez, just stop with that stance, Sit down and let me get my second chance. Just shut your mouth and watch me cast a beauty spell, You're not the one to kiss and tell. It's farewell... ...it hurts like hell! And out of nowhere, we did forget each other's names, Now I won't be able to fulfill your dreams. We're strangers! 
10.
dear deer 04:15
11.
wormholes 05:14
Oh, that hole in me - it keeps my demons sleeping All fake words we spilled - they pull me even deeper Made you look away, while I was burning bridges Now I’ll float away to countries full of strangers Sorrow - that’s what I feel, but you wouldn’t care Lonely - that’s how it feels but what will it change? Further we’re getting from love and that how it ends So go ahead and start the engines I want to see us float in space And maybe when we both be breathless you going to drop the act It doesn’t matter who was lying when no one wants to give We understand each other better with knife in every hand Oh, that hole in me - it keeps my demons sleeping All fake words we spilled - they pull me even deeper Made you look away, while I was burning bridges Now I’ll float away... ...to countries full of strangers

about

“shitty life hardcore” is a real milestone for us - the debut album that we started recording almost 10 years ago!
Back then we decided to go separate ways, the band went on hiatus with no real goal to ever get back together or finish working on the album.
Couple years ago we played few reunion shows in our hometown for fun and felt the need to finish what we’ve started back when we were bunch of kids.
So without further ado here’s “shitty life hardcore” - an ode to teenage angst, experimenting with recreational drugs, first relationships, bad jokes and growing up in small Russian town.

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released June 26, 2020

Denis - guitar
Pasha - drums/vocals
Misha - guitar
Matvey - vocals
Oleg - bass
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Additional vocals:
Dima Jazz (PAKISSTAN x KRUNTY) - on “nothing of nobody”
Oleg Lukas (ex-SixPack) - on “insidious G”
Kirill Maximchuck (ex-Edgecrusher) - on “wormholes”
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All songs written by jealous in 2009-2011
Recorded at ATM Records, Kaliningrad
Mixed and Mastered by Denis Platonov (jealous, ATM Records)
Artwork: “Musical Group on a Balcony” - Gerrit van Honthorst (1622)

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jealous is an independent rock/hardcore band from Kaliningrad, Russia.

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